I dream all day of what my life will be like. Instead of pictures in my head of drawing building structures or baking cakes, I just here music. Its playing in my head all the time. I love music more than air. Music is my life and it is all I want to do. All my life I have just been told how being a musician is a hard career. Only few can make it big, it is not easy to support a family, I have heard it all. I have always thought, "I love music but, I guess I will have to choose something else I love for my career and do music on the side." Recently I have decided, NO. Music is everything I am. Something that is this important to me is not just an, "on the side" kinda thing. I am not saying I want to be miss rockstar, famous person. This is not what I am going for. I just want to play music and still be able to support myself and hopefully sometime in the future, a family. So, now your wondering, "Why is she telling me this?" Well, the only way I am going to be able to survive in the music world is to put myself out there. So, that's what I am doing. Here I am. I am new at the blog thing so, let's see how this plays out!